A Soundtrack for Today
Collide by Howie Day
The dawn is breaking, A light shining through,
You're barely waking, and I'm tangled up in you.
I'm opening your clothes, rub all over your coat
I worry i won't see your face light up again.
Even the best fall down sometimes, Even the wrong words seems to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills my mind, I somehow find that you and I collide.
I'm quiet you know,
you make a first impression.
but i found i'm scared to know i'm always on your mind.
Even the best fall down sometimes,
Even the stars refuse to shine.
Out of the back you fall in time, I somehow find you and I collide.
Don't stop here,
I lost my place,
I'm close behind.
Even the best fall down someitmes, even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind,
You finally find, you and I collide.
You finally find, you and I collide.
You finally find, you and I, collide.
Somehow this relates in an awkward way with a fellow who send me this letter.
Hey.
I feel guilty about my inability to love. Sometimes I wish I could, most times I thank my lucky stars for having that disability. Maybe it's part of a fortress I build to protect myself. Maybe I'm just emotionally inept.
I'm sorry for not being able to fulfill you emotionally. I'm sorry for not being able to be there physically. I realize I'm a shit boyfriend, but I'm a faithful one. Thank you for being faithful with me. It means a lot to me.
My shoulder is much better, thanks. Another 5 weeks to go before I can finally jump...
I'll talk to you soon,
A
In this world where we are all slaves to gravity, I am proud to be a freedom fighter-Skydive!
Try to find the connection guys, lets see if our mind works the same way....
posted by holy wisdom @ 6:28 PM
2 Comments:
I think A jumps out of planes because he likes to be reminded how fragile life is. Why else would someone take such an unnecessary mortal risk for thrills? Yeah, he's hoping to finally collide with something that makes his life more meaningful. But he finds it less scary to risk his physical health, than his emotional and spiritual health with a real relationship. You must be drawn to that macho impulse, even though you know he's not available. If you cared most about yourself you wouldn't love the potential, you'd love the person as they are. Otherwise, move on quickly.
i have moved on..apparently to someone with the same problem. damn! should i move on again?
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