Leonardo, my best friend
leonardo, wise as leonardo da vinci.
leonardo is my best friend.
he calms me down when i'm upset.
he completely understand my background and emotional state.
I have this emotional weakness of being drawn too much into details that i forget the big picture.
I am a freek and perfectionist to the core when it comes to details.
so, whenever i realize i'm being drawn into a hell that i created, i seek for his advice and guidance.
although sometimes his premonition and prediction is wrong, still he successfully calms me down.
i think the only time when he fails to do that was when he was the object that i fuzzed with my details complexity.
the most beautiful thing about leonardo is how he understands both male and female. i feel like i'm safe with him, safe from being judged because he already knows everything about me. i hear truth in what he says although it sometime is painful. he puts me in a other people's perspective and stop thinking about myself for a while, to understand the message underlying a condition that i face.
so i knew something negative was occuring to me last night. i gave him a call and told him the situation i'm facing. he listen patiently although i was yelling as if he was the one to blame. after a while, when my voice is normal- he told me to be realistic with my expectation. he reminded me not to return back to my extremist patterns. he told me to have fun and enjoy my time. i took a few minute for reminiscence. i let his words sips through and marinated in my heart, for it was already in my mind.
after a few chanting of my Beloved names, i was back in my positive state. blisfull. it sure is hell when negative energy attacks you. i hope in the future i will learn how to manage my negative energy by myself, so others wont be nothered by it.
leonardo is my best friend.
he calms me down when i'm upset.
he completely understand my background and emotional state.
I have this emotional weakness of being drawn too much into details that i forget the big picture.
I am a freek and perfectionist to the core when it comes to details.
so, whenever i realize i'm being drawn into a hell that i created, i seek for his advice and guidance.
although sometimes his premonition and prediction is wrong, still he successfully calms me down.
i think the only time when he fails to do that was when he was the object that i fuzzed with my details complexity.
the most beautiful thing about leonardo is how he understands both male and female. i feel like i'm safe with him, safe from being judged because he already knows everything about me. i hear truth in what he says although it sometime is painful. he puts me in a other people's perspective and stop thinking about myself for a while, to understand the message underlying a condition that i face.
so i knew something negative was occuring to me last night. i gave him a call and told him the situation i'm facing. he listen patiently although i was yelling as if he was the one to blame. after a while, when my voice is normal- he told me to be realistic with my expectation. he reminded me not to return back to my extremist patterns. he told me to have fun and enjoy my time. i took a few minute for reminiscence. i let his words sips through and marinated in my heart, for it was already in my mind.
after a few chanting of my Beloved names, i was back in my positive state. blisfull. it sure is hell when negative energy attacks you. i hope in the future i will learn how to manage my negative energy by myself, so others wont be nothered by it.
posted by holy wisdom @ 10:42 AM
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